thinks its absolutely FUNNY that my ex THINKS well be friends! im sorry, but not after all of the pain hes caused me, lied to me and used me! i told him that IF that were to happen, itll be a LONG time before my pain heals. he tried apologizing. i told him he could apologize 500 times, but that wont make the pain heal faster. he asked me how much time i needed and i told him that at this point, i honestly dont know. he also THINKS well get back together and eventually marry. im sorry, but i dont marry nor date someone who lies and uses me! he THINKS ill talk to him tomorrow about all of this. whats the point if he broke up with me? to repeat the same thing over and over again and the pain starts all over again? WRONGO

a BIG thanks to my bestie Anna Perkes for that MUCH needed girls day/night out! we walked to riverwoods to see what movies were playing at the theater and to eat at subway for lunch. we walked around for awhile. then we headed back to school until 3:30 to watch the wolverine again. got a peeta catching fire cup for my bestie Juana Torres. irritated that they didnt have gale. thought it was funny that they played a trailer for catching fire then right after that, they played a trailer for thor 2.